Fail Whale
// January 29th, 2009 // No Comments » // Uncategorized
My aunt is dieing.
In my heart I have so much love for her and her family. I am sad that I am not geographically closer to be there for them all.
I cannot really solve any of there problems, I know. But it feels so akward to send love and thoughts through emails.
Yes, it’s all about me… I want to be closer because I want to feel connected, because I am the one getting updates in small chunks…
Perhaps my expectation are too great. Perhaps I have spent too much time online with twitter. I want to know what is going on right now.
Sad…
It’s got nothing to do with me. I can only hope, pray, and support from afar. But for some reason, because I follow so many on twitter I feel like I am not far from them.
I hope you are all well. I hope that you can all find joy in your life. I hope you all have people their for you when you need them.
ok… enough contemplation…
